Settling Into Not Settling

People come and go. I stay. I've been living in hostels for nearly eight years now. For the last five, I haven't checked out. Extend. Pay. Extend again. The body sleeps. The mind keeps moving. Greyhound buses. Regional trains. Hostel kitchens. Temporary conversations. Another week. Another payment. Another season. At first, I was just staying … Continue reading Settling Into Not Settling

Buying Less

After enough buses, hostels, train stations, and constant check-outs, buying things started feeling different. Not because I became disciplined. Not because I suddenly became a minimalist. Movement simply changed the emotional weight of ownership. A thick long-sleeve flannel shirt could start feeling “too heavy” after enough Greyhound and Queensland Rail rides across Australia. A souvenir … Continue reading Buying Less

Eventually, Even Freedom Became Routine

There was a time when freedom felt cinematic. Long bus rides across Australia. Train platforms before sunrise. Late-night hostel kitchens. Backpacks resting beside bunk beds. Random conversations with strangers who would disappear a few days later. Back then, movement still felt meaningful. Every new city looked like it might change something. Every check-out felt symbolic. … Continue reading Eventually, Even Freedom Became Routine

Why I Stayed in Hostels Longer Than Most Relationships

I’ve been checking in and checking out of hostels in Australia for almost eight years now. Not from the very beginning. When I first arrived in Australia, I stayed for a while in an empty house in Mindarie, north of Perth, owned by someone my brother knew. After that came the more familiar international student … Continue reading Why I Stayed in Hostels Longer Than Most Relationships

Not Homeless. Just Less Owned.

“The things you own end up owning you.” — Chuck Palahniuk — Di Australia, ada satu hal yang terasa janggal: Seseorang bisa punya semuanya—kerja tetap, kamar sewa, rutinitas shift, bahkan sebotol wine tiap malam— tapi tetap merasa seperti… hanya numpang hidup. Dan di sisi lain, seseorang bisa hidup dengan sangat sedikit—tas punggung, tiket bus, kerja … Continue reading Not Homeless. Just Less Owned.

$5 yang Lebih Bermakna dari Sekadar Kenyang

Ah, Melbourne CBD, 14 April 2018. Tanggal itu, bagi sebagian orang mungkin sekadar deretan angka. Tapi bagiku, ia menyimpan aroma, rasa, dan cerita. Bukan cerita romansa klise di gang sempit, atau drama perdebatan filsafat di bawah rindangnya pepohonan kampus. Ini kisah yang jauh lebih... visceral. Lebih jujur. Lebih kiwi. Lihatlah gambar ini, mate. Ini bukan … Continue reading $5 yang Lebih Bermakna dari Sekadar Kenyang